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Dealing with Addiction ...

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So ... at what point do you realize your addicted to something? Isn't there a moment that you have to admit that you have an addiction?

I thought I had an addiction that I needed therapy for LOL ... but what if you don't want help? Just hear me out ...

I've been introduced to Twilight. I know I know ... it's a big deal to some and to everyone else they don't understand it. Well, I was one of those people who just didn't understand it. Until I forced myself to watch it with my Husband's ex wife and my very close friend Brandy. We went and I don't even remember the ride back home. I was in la la land. All I could do was think about the movie over and over again. I saw the movie again several times before it came out on DVD. I even went as far as to stand in line at Barnes and Noble at Macarthur Mall to be one of the first ones to buy the DVD!!!! WHAT THE HELL? Who does stuff like that? Well I do ...

So here is where I stand. I just bought tickets for 10$ a piece to go and see New Moon on Thursday November 19th. Ummm ... I have a job and I'm 30 yeas old. What am I thinking?

I'll tell you what I'm thinking. I've never had an obsession (healthy or not) to anything. I thought I was obsessed with nip/tuck for a while but that went away after ever season finale. Not obsession, just joy. I thought I was obsessed over pop corn ... but I don't want to eat that all day and every day.

I am obsessed with Twilight. I told my husband to please sparkle for me one day. I have posters and trading cards. I have a countdown in my office for the New Moon movie ... I tagged myself in pictures of Bella in my friends photos on Facebook. I have a picture of Jacob on my phone without his shirt on. THE BOY IS 17 YEARS OLD PEOPLE!!!!

It's a good feeling.

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