How do I explain this to my children? I am literally in tears right now. Dinner conversation was intense tonight as I began plans to take over the bills for the house. I'll be honest, my full time job pays me under 40k per year. My husband makes ALOT more than that. I'm looking at past statements ... I can't breathe. I don't make enough money to support my home. Panic sets in and anxiety takes over. I am not doing a very good job of hiding it my fear of our future. I need to purchase foundation for some of my future makeup appointments and I made a choice to skip that and pay off the $200 water bill. I have 2 gigs this weekend, which will support me buying new foundation ... but justifying buying foundation vs. paying off the mortgage. Foundation loses. Yoder tried to give me his CC to purchase the foundation. Of course I turned it away. He tried to hand it to me again ... and now I'm angry. How can you remain so calm when we are in the situation w
Virginia Livin ... well, trying at least!