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To start this back up again ...

This is going to be a brain dump post ... so get ready!

I actually don't have anything super crazy to share or super interesting to share, I almost feel as if I don't write anything, nothing will really happen.  LOL.
Lies
I'd like to think I am pretty interesting.  So we'll see how this goes.

I like to write.  I like to share my thoughts and what I see and how I perceive them.
I am a makeup artist in Virginia Beach.
I am married ... 10 years strong to an amazing 'White Boy' (it's a long story, I'll share later)
I have three children.  Current ages are 21, 16, 9.
I am a mother to a beautiful Asperger Baby (my 9yo)
I am close with my parents and my sisters. Sometimes a little too close.
I hate writing to people but I love to write for people.  Does that even make any sense?
I have an unhealthy obsession with Facebook, so I am taking some time off.
I like to have my ducks in a row, but they are currently flying off chasing imaginary red dots.
I am loyal.  A little too loyal, it gets me in trouble.
I love to laugh.
I love to hug.
Crying feels great and I am not ashamed to admit it.

I am 38 and I have absolutely no idea where my life is going
I am 38 and I don't know how I am going to change the world
I am 38 and I feel lost
I am 38 and I need Jesus more than ever
I am 38 and it is time for me to get my shit in order.

UGH ...

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