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Why ... haven't I figured this out yet?

Eventually, It will come together. Right? My friends. I will be the first to tell you that I am all over the place. From the moment I wake up in the morning and all the way until 2 or 3 in the morning.  My brain never shuts off.  However, my brain literally has me in mindless rabbit holes about 80% of my day. For example, this morning during my ' quiet time ', I had a vision about my my grass needing to be cut.  Then I brought myself back.  Then I had a vision of my desk and how messy it was, then I brought myself back.  I also had a vision of what the earth looked like from space.  Then my favorite makeup brush. Then if I was going to have eggs or cereal for breakfast.  All of this took place in about 10 seconds. That is when the dogs come into play! Patches is cute, but he thinks he is a lap dog. So, I've decided that it's time for figure out this 'focus' thing. Here is my plan ... so far. I'm sure it will change. I'm sure it will grow, but...

To start this back up again ...

This is going to be a brain dump post ... so get ready! I actually don't have anything super crazy to share or super interesting to share, I almost feel as if I don't write anything, nothing will really happen.  LOL. Lies I'd like to think I am pretty interesting.  So we'll see how this goes. I like to write.  I like to share my thoughts and what I see and how I perceive them. I am a makeup artist in Virginia Beach. I am married ... 10 years strong to an amazing 'White Boy' (it's a long story, I'll share later) I have three children.  Current ages are 21, 16, 9. I am a mother to a beautiful Asperger Baby (my 9yo) I am close with my parents and my sisters. Sometimes a little too close. I hate writing to people but I love to write for people.  Does that even make any sense? I have an unhealthy obsession with Facebook, so I am taking some time off. I like to have my ducks in a row, but they are currently flying off chasing imaginary red dots. ...